the season of love

WOOT! I'VE GOT TONS TO BLOG!!!

ok where did i stop the last time? ya about the disgusting thing that my captain brought back to singapore:

THIS IS IT!!! FRIED BAMBOO WORMS!!!

They are delicious mind you!

ok so i went out with jeff the other day and i brought him to nihon mura revenue hse. oh ya! btw i had a cut, in fact 2. I was slicing the lemons and SHHHH blood oozing out from my first and middle finger and they are quite deeply cutted.

sob sob it was fine initially until after a minute or so, it started to pain like shyt. anyway dear was so panick that he even wanted to come over and find me! hahas its just a small cut(s) but it shows that he's very concern over me. he kept calling my phone.

ya continue, so i brought jeff to nihon mura, and we had a drink and some soft shell crabs. then dear suddenly popped up my fav mango sensation onto my table and he said: 'enjoy ur desserts'

WOW complimentary desserts served personally by the chef himself! tell me, who would get this kind of excellent service? of course its only applicable to me=) LOVESLOVES

then after the lunch-cum-dinner, we went over to far east to shop. I shopped a total of 2 tops for myself (appro. $20), 2 tops for dear (appro.$66), 2 belts, 1 necklace (appro. $10). wow

alot of cam-whore that day

lotslotslots

then i met up with my piggie and passed him the shirts and i swear that its the nicest shirts that he ever owned

SEE?

NICE RIGHT???

dearie and I went to shop at orchard and I've got my christmas present from him! a ipod classic leather case, to protect my precious ipod. we got it from ck tangs hehe

hehe nicenice can flip open one somemore i like i like=) muacks

then we went over to kallang nihon mura to have dinner and used the $50 voucher. and i cant believe that i ate some $58 worth of food. i guess i really need more gyming. and i guess that i'm hooked to gyms. HAHA

there was a little unhappiness that night but we got it all solved. btw that was our 10th month anniversary night=) no matter wat i still love you my baby.

i'm hooked to fake eyelashes, really. i love'em

we went to orchard the other day to take photos too=) nicenice

you know, he detest taking photos alot alot. but i still manage to get him to take it with me HEHE

hug hug=)

i'm so blessed, to have him=) and i gave him the christmas present that i got for him, he loved it. cos we can both use it HAHAS massage oil+warmer+massager( which is me=])

we wanted to catch the movie national treasure but the timings and the seats werent right, so i guess i'll have to wait till next week. and i'm going to stay over at his house next week!!! YEAH!!!

soon enough i'm going to get myself busy with the hands-on of the valentines/1yr anni. prezzie for him=) real busy.

i've stolen my dad's red wine and i'm going to enjoy it!

that's all for now!

hehs

je-taime

i missed school on fri and it officially marks the start of the school holidays!

well, ive been pretty sick recently, fevers, coughs, flus oh my... and not forgetting popping lots of different types of pills plus up till 9 panadol tablets within a day='(

BUT im much better today althou there's still a lil flu and coughs here n there
and i can sense that my boss like quite unhappy with me cos i'm always sick and not being able to work but well, who wants to be sick and suffer all the pills and torturing times and missing out all the good food [but im pretty blessed to have porridge that dear cooked, yummyyumylovesloves] ??? anytway its really not good to be sick, no icy cold drinks for me too=(

sad=(=(

jeff was staying at my house the other night and i accompanied him till 5am, oh my, im such a good long time fren. i think i know him from like 6yrs old? missed those chalet days when we'll have family chalets for every school holiday. and he overwhelms me with his french words.
damnit when he say those words, he sound really like a french but when i said the same words, i sound like some thailand or indian

and and and my captain at my workplace just came back from thailand not too long ago and he brought something very disgusting back

hmmm. photos the next time, i shall keep you in suspense in the mean time wakaka

you know, ive lost my specs again! its like, ive only bought it for like a month or two? omg, i'm going to spend another 100 bucks on it ARGH

i really feel that my body is very tired, its like im going to reach the limit of the overall body energy expenditure. i feel like i'll just faint one fine day and might just never wake up.
ive not been getting enough sleep and all. and this suggest that i should go sleep now
heh

pig, je-taime. (v)

i'm trying very hard to lose weight

DUN TEMPT ME!!!

it must be love

i've nv been so much happier before
it must be ur presence in my life
you brought to me so much happiness

and of course the times when i cried so hard and heart-broken moments were not forgotten
and nights without u by my side r terrible
but i guess these must be the times for our relationship to grow much stronger than before

all the times we spent together, the words that's only shared between u and me,
things that only both of us understands and the funny faces u made just to tease me,
the washings you did after i cooked even if its your bday,
the clothes you helped me wash after i came back from chalet outings,
the surprises that you tried to plan for me but failed,
sacrificing your sleep just to meet me,
cooking for me when i'm terribly sick even though u really dun like to cook apart from ur work,
giving me the surprise hugs from behind and never fail to scare me with,
and many others more that touches me, that melts me

and you know i always melt at your hugs and kisses

although sometimes u left me heart-broken, angry!!!, speechless

but but but

i know the efforts that you putted in this relationship
i knowed you changed your pace
and tried very hard to understand me despite the differences
i know you worked very hard to give me a better and promising future
the promises you made
i appreciate that alot dear

and

i just realised that having a meal, what matter most is not the food or the venue of the meal but its the person that u r having it with.

i must thank god for presenting you to me
such a great boyfriend
and the process of us from the start till this very moment is so much wonderful


i know i've been truly blessed to have you
all the words that u've said be it harsh words or unintended words
all remains in my mind
for every moment

my mind has been filled with thoughts of you, our future and times with you
its all about you my dear

u are the first person who made me feel like spending a whole life time with.
i really mean a whole life time

the first one that i'll really give in
it's really give in

i guess i finally found love

life's like that

AWWW ARGHH AWWW ARGHH

the worries ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

1st worry: studies
module selection

OMG! which specialisation shall i choose?!?!?!
wat do i want to be in the future?
will i still have the passion in the future?

2nd worry: christmassssssssssss

i don know wat i wan and dear's been asking me very very frequently,
"dear, wat do u wan for chiristmas? i totally don know wat u wan..." -.-

THEN THEN THEN

wat m i going to get for dear?

wallet?[he just bought one not so long ago but i feel like getting a matching one with mine. but mine is gucci AND AND AND i just saw a gucci bag that's going to cost me around 1K]
clothes?[i ald got him one a few days ago, so its like nth special.]
red wine?[he suddenly not into red wine anymore]
bag?[nah i don think so cos he's not like me=)]
watch?[he ald got one]
jigsaw puzzle?[oh my.... pls. he's ald 25 and i dun think tt's a nice one]
mahjong set?[hahas i believe its more for his roommate and room neighbour]
set of sashimi knife?[hahaha it just make me want to laugh but still, not too bad. try harder]
wine tool kit?[maybe HAHAS sounds not too bad afterall but i still want to find something for him which he can use and see it everyday, so he will be constantly reminded of me =P]
personal products?[HAHAHAHAHAHAHA good one]

ARGH its giving me headaches AGAIN!

WAT TO BUY??

i want to get him something that's useful, constantly let him be reminded of his darling, something that he likes[but he usually have no preferences], and meaningful.

how?

argh. after christmas comes valentine's day then his bday then christmas again. it just goes on and on and on.

again[s]

WAH I SPENT $16.20 on cab fare to sch [again] [fuck]

siansations. i wanted to skip sch[again], but i realised i couldnt cos i skipped 2 days of this week n i'll receive the fucking letter[again] if i skip[again]

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i have an eye for a gucci bag[again]

and this time is for real

dynamics of life

weewee i finally uploaded those damn photos to my lappie

but sad to say nothing particularly interesting happened=(

oh ya you know, i skipped school like there's no tmr WAHAHA

i missed school so much that i got confused with the weeks and dates

its all about work, school, meetups with my baby, sleep

ARGH BORED!!!

i'm just too bored in school, u cant blame me

my new shawl

call me the rich tai tai

some very outdated neoprints of my baby n me

oh how much i missed my long long hair

where i can style it anyhow i want it

i love you baby

the new life(s) of my house

5 idiotic hamsters of the 2 cheapo hamster

so they are the desendants of the cheaposters

'THE CHEAPO FAMILY'

friends who remembered my previous msn nick

hahas

heartily happy =)

woot woot
ice berg melted
he hasnt been calling or messgaing me for like some 2 days

n there i melt in his hugs and kisses

i jus have this type of 'melty' feelings whenever he hugs me or kisses me

i like tat

a great day wif him
although i skipped sch AGAIN
sci again =(

i really cant skip anymore
i've already received letter from sch =(((

macbook macbook macbook
i want!!!

i cant upload any photos from my phone to my lappie!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, happy belated 9th month anniversary =) heehee

i'm having the 'dun feel like blogging' mood

it's been sometime since i lasted blog

ever since sch starts i've been missing school for 3 days WTF
GPA=gonecase

so i die die must go sch tml!!!

adidas fair!!
damage: $180

victory:
A PAIR OF SHOES (for dear)
3 JACKETS
A PANT
A BAG
A BOTTLE
3 CAPS

=P =D =)

wow

i love my dear!
ok that's very random

i really dun feel like going school tml
but if i dun go,
i'll receive letter from the sch!!! CB
then i still got work after school!!!

SIANSATIONS

i'm thinking of a new laptop, a new handphone, PSP!!!

GOD, can you pls drop a bag of money straight down from heaven to my feet?

bday treats

I know i took a long time to blog this post
my bday's on 23rd oct n its already 27th LOL
30 plus photos hahas

about 6 celebrations in total.
=)

15.10.07
early celebration with my family
had dinner at blk 138-- near my house

i know its too early

but too bad,

i ald have programs all lined up =/

and its kinda bad luck to celebrate bday after it has passes

i dunno

i heard from the older generation.

ALRIGHT FINE, CALL ME SUPERTITIOUS WATEVER

17.10.07
daddy bought me IPOD CLASSIC 80GB!!!
428bucks
hehe bloody high

the FIRST PRESENT i received

I LOVE IT!!! it's damn nice

and tt's wat i call good music

18.10.07
celebrated with wei leong, sherlyn, tessa, irwin and jj at NH Tamp

a great dinner!

lotsa salmon sashimi!!!

They surprised me!

i din know tt there was a cake

when all the other customers left, they switched off the restuarant lights

my first thought was,

'EH NIHON MURA LIGHTS OUT?? SHORT-CIRCUITED?'

then fei lee walked over,

n ask us to foot the bill

den suddenly,

irwin walked over with the cake

WAH I WAS SO TOUCHED LO

i almost cried =D

The cake looked abit distorted after I cutted it =/

after dinner was drinking session

wei leong got drunk after half a bottle of long island, half a bottle of barcadi, 2 cans of caslburg

he got so drunk that he talked cock =/ so many jokes LOL

and he was so drunk that he start to put his head on my thigh =/
then he vomited like some 12345 times =/
and the things he vomited out was like so.... yucks.

thanks sherlyn for the chocolates!

I did not go to school the next day =/

hahas

20.10.07

went back home for a nap after work

then prepare for clubbing at MOS

met pat at city hall mrt control station n he was late

WE BOTH WAITED AN HOUR FOR STANLEY N HIS FREN

then i saw my ex, lemon

LOL

my beloved gf gave me a mini mouse deco, and 2 tops--- LOVE U BABE

There was a great surprise that night

Dear told me earlier on that he's tired so he wont be joining me that night

so i was chatting with my friends in MOS

suddenly someone hugged my waist

i turned around

n asked who is he

he stared at me
n i stared at him

den i asked him if he's Lina's friend

den he said

'AH SINCE U DUN RECOGNISE ME, DEN I GO LIAO'

i took another stare

AND REALISED HE'S MY BOYFRIEND!

OMG

i was damn shocked and surprised!

i was damn happy u know.....

damn bloody fucking happy
so went to his hse around 2 plus for a nap

LOL

22.10.07

Part I

celebrated once in sch wif cheryl, ryzzal, pat,stanley, dao qing and lina

in fact it was sort of like a gathering or a lunch LOL

they gave me a cup filled with chocolates

THANKS ALOT =)

Part II

then met my 6 gals at tm, chero was late

met for fish n co

A NICE DINNER

i hope the next gathering wont be long

Part III

i met dear at city hall mrt control station

walk to the esplanade

sat at the threatre on the bay to enjoy the breeze

it has always been one of my wishes

to spend time with my love one there

and enjoy the night scenery

i was so touched that night

then we walked to clarke quay
and bought some beer

n enjoyed chocolates bought by sherlyn

it was nice =)

our 'kids' piglets=)

night sceneries

LOVES

just when we were enjoying the breeze, the beer, the scenery,

it suddenly rained

so we called a cab

and went back tpy

to eat the cake

dear bought me a chocz cake
it was a special one

as it is different from other cakes that u will see outside

hahas delicious!

he gave me a box of chocolates

and bluffed me that it was my bday present from him

i can say its de most expensive chocolates i ever ate in my 17 yrs of life

23.10.07

i decided to skip school n ut

took a cab to tpy

continue sleeping HAHAS

dear presented to me the actual birthday present

and i almost cried

den we went over to POSB to have my mastercard =)

woohoo~~

then we had MOSburger for lunch

den we went to dhoby ghaut, plaza singapura

wanted to catch a movie

but nth seems to interest me much

hahas

then we walked to cathy

and shopped....

dear saw a pair of adidas shoes

but we FORGOT TO BUY WTF

but we bought a couple ring

nice lo hahas

100 bucks a pair

we saw 2 pairs and couldnt really decide which one

SO HE WANTED TO BUY BOTH

i stopped him in time n reminded him that we could only wear a pair at a time

so i choose this design =D

den we walked all the way to bugis

hahas

shopped and dear bought 4 tops- $200 lol

he looks good in those tops

cos i chose them

WAKAKA

den we went for a drink

after that we went for dinner at Indulgez

SUPER NICE!

we had lobster bisque-- i'm craving for this while blogging now LOL

mango frappe

char-grilled ribeye steak

actually wanted to take photo but my phone ran out of batt =/

so i took it from the website instead HAHAS

but it was nice =) really very nice

didnt have any dessert or side dishes

cos we were full LOL

see my satisfied face

its my first time signing my mastercard =P

bloody shiok!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST:

I WAN TO THANKS ALL FOR THE WISHES! MUACKS

WITH LOVE,

CYNDEE