life's like that

AWWW ARGHH AWWW ARGHH

the worries ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

1st worry: studies
module selection

OMG! which specialisation shall i choose?!?!?!
wat do i want to be in the future?
will i still have the passion in the future?

2nd worry: christmassssssssssss

i don know wat i wan and dear's been asking me very very frequently,
"dear, wat do u wan for chiristmas? i totally don know wat u wan..." -.-

THEN THEN THEN

wat m i going to get for dear?

wallet?[he just bought one not so long ago but i feel like getting a matching one with mine. but mine is gucci AND AND AND i just saw a gucci bag that's going to cost me around 1K]
clothes?[i ald got him one a few days ago, so its like nth special.]
red wine?[he suddenly not into red wine anymore]
bag?[nah i don think so cos he's not like me=)]
watch?[he ald got one]
jigsaw puzzle?[oh my.... pls. he's ald 25 and i dun think tt's a nice one]
mahjong set?[hahas i believe its more for his roommate and room neighbour]
set of sashimi knife?[hahaha it just make me want to laugh but still, not too bad. try harder]
wine tool kit?[maybe HAHAS sounds not too bad afterall but i still want to find something for him which he can use and see it everyday, so he will be constantly reminded of me =P]
personal products?[HAHAHAHAHAHAHA good one]

ARGH its giving me headaches AGAIN!

WAT TO BUY??

i want to get him something that's useful, constantly let him be reminded of his darling, something that he likes[but he usually have no preferences], and meaningful.

how?

argh. after christmas comes valentine's day then his bday then christmas again. it just goes on and on and on.