Jay

oh ya, did i mention that i went to Jay Chou's KungFu Dunk premier? it was great!

what i mean great is that i get to see him in person, and he's so damn fucking cool.

see.

what makes me fuming was the quality for the pictures. ya i know about the bad quality and can u imagine my dad paid 700SGD for this pic of lumix shit? should have brought the hp camera along=( wasted.

but anyway, he look so damn cool in red skinny jeans. knn cannot forget him sia...

LOL damn cool

outdated post as promised

Sorry for the long awaited post. Have been real busy with work and lots.
So here as promised.

i'll let photo do the talking, with captions occasionally.

First, FLOOD MY POST WITH DELICIOUS FOOD!
see my reunion dinner! wow

i cooked this


the rest my sister did, with my help of course! =)




Then after the dinner, went off to meet my darling, and off we go to marina bay for the countdown

we went to 'snatch' for a good spot and waited patiently for the clock to strike 12. and of course we were busy clicking our phone while waiting=) our phone kept ringing.


it has always been on my wishlist, that my bf would watch the fireworks with me. it was so romantic that night that i felt tears at the corners of my eyes. and of course we kissed.
so i finally fufilled it=) love you darling.

then proceed to photo-taking. i know i look retard, but too happy liao mah. wah lao new yr leh.




the only photo i managed to take with him.


oh ya before i forgot, that night when we went home, dear actually taught me how to ride the scooter! it was fun and i seriously think that i shouldnt be a driver or rider. it would put people at risks=X anyway, its a lifetime experience. he almost vomit blood on the spot and died. i'm too much a road hog.


First day of new yr, i was required to wear qipao. quite nice, flatters my figure, since i dropped 10kg.




on the way to relative's hse


This is my cousin's son! i like him alot despite the fact that he peed on me on the first day of new year.



as u can see, he likes cam whoring too, at the age of 3.



see?

This is his sister

after all the visitings, went to cine to meet dear at the suki's gathering.

i like this pic alot! we looked so blessed, so happy.

with my ex-colleagues



After all these, met up wif leong, sherlyn, hq,chee siong for gambling. we gambled till 6 in the morning under a block, LOL.

Then 2nd day:

Visted relative houses again and started to gamble again in the evening, at leong's hse. this time till 1am before we go for supper, together with elaine.

3rd day:

with mua cousin

with mua cousin's daughter


as usual, gambled again=)

well, new year is all about gambling and angbaos.

I lost like a hundred for this new year. but its ok la, since dear sponsor me=) hehe

VDAY

i received 12 stalks of roses from dear and a box of GODIVA chocs! i guess these must have costed him a bomb=X

but anyway i was very very touched. he made me find the chocs around the house by placing clues everywhere.

ISNT THAT TOUCHING? lol.

i bought him a shirt from this

and made him this=)

you see my delighted face=)

By the time he finishes work and reached home it was already 10.30pm and all the kissing etc took another 1 to 2 hours. By then it was like 1, 2 am when we reached forbidden city for our vday dinner-cum-supper.

And know what, we were there on the same day same time, the previous year as well.

so can u feel that kind of feeling we had at that particular moment when we were there? so touched

martinis

everyday is valentines day, although he really made that day so great for me=) LOVES

Then came our one yr anniversary=)

he bought a cake, HAHAHAHA

he said IT'S OUR BIRTHDAY=)

of cos, red wine is a must for such romantic moment=)

alright, that's all for now. indeed a very brief post but i have indeed fufilled my promise=)

i need to go sleep now, its 2.49am and i need to wake up early tml, go library and study with benjamin, my new classmate, see i'm really v busy n hardworking=) bye.

blow away, vanish into the air

i'm feeling so stressed-out... everything seems so heavy on me. i dowanna cry myself to sleep every night. i feel unwanted, un-needed, i dun feel my importance to any single one of u out there. i feel like vanishing into the thin air. i'm tired. i wish i could get my heart to stop beating.

Every single one of u fucker told me that i should concentrate on my studies at this point of time. Do u have any idea how hard and stressful can that be? do u understand that i DO NOT want to BURY MY LIFE ESPECIALLY MY YOUTH TOTALLY IN STUDIES?

why cant every single one of u fuckers understand that I HAVE MY STRESS and i think that i have nobody to confide to, because i feel that nobody understands my situation. i dun think any of u knows my level of stress.

suddenly i felt that i hate every single one on the earth. i do not dare to love. i'm afraid of hurt emotions. i dowanna get hurt. and i started to have this kind of feeling where i nv felt before: NOTHING SEEMS TO BE AS IMPORTANT AS BEFORE. After i'm gone, the earth continue to spin, my loved ones continue to live and move on. i felt that i seems to have 'let go' every single aspects of my life.

do u know i'm weeping right now when i'm writing this?

roar

i'm going to vent all my anger here!

school's really suffocating me till i cant breathe. All the micro-organisms, DNAs, molecules, atoms, human body, cells, tissues... FUCK THEM ALL.

do u know i'm having nightmares with all these every single night! ROAR!

and i'm basically having headaches almost all the time whenever i'm in school.

i'm having such as phobia to the extent whereby every single action my body made, i tot of the body cells, tissues AHHH

and i just reformatted my lappie. it was infected by virus! a fucking funny virus that made all the guys at the helpdesk laughed like shits. the source came from my classmate, passed to my beloved ipod and that means reformation for my ipod as well, which also implies the loss of 3,709 songs-,-

I changed my routine towards schol and many thinks tt i'm crazy but i'm not. i used to take 168 from the bus stop below my hse and straight to woodlands before i walk to school. but now i chose to take a bus from the same bus stop to tampines interchange, take bus 969 to yishun, then changes mrt to woodlands, then i'll walk to school. yes, u may think tt i'm crazy but it works! i've nv been late for school since then and i'm always damn early! i reached woodlands earliest by 7.45 HAHA

motive is mainly to avoid jams. jams kill me. since its the 2nd yr and fuck rp, changed the system whereby students will be downgraded by 0.5 if they are late. I cant afford to lose that 0.5 since i'm preparing myself to aim for the advance diploma=) and so far i'm getting mainly Bs and an A and not forgetting a X too=( did i mention that i'm felling sick? yeah due to the stress. its being clinically proven.

life doesnt seemed to go very well for my school life and on the technologies aspects (luckily my phone did not go worng=X)

so, just spent many days wif deardear as he took many days leave. but he's going back to work in a few hours time. but at least we did many things like having a meal at ashton's where i always wanted to visit, to celebrate his promotion=) we watched movies+naruto, having supper together, not forgetting sitting by his side when he gambles=)

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY WE ARE GOING FOR THE SINGAPORE FLYER SOON!!! hehe tt's the main thing i'm looking forward about=)))


miss him lots now even though we just parted each other physically for an hour or so. we r nv parted emotionally.

i just realised tht dear's bday is nearing and i still have not figured what to buy for him and I must start saving money, since i've got so many to buy! clothes, cosmetics, shoes, bags, dear's bday prezzie, my bday chalet, and the list goes on and on and on... OMFG

the next post will be updates that putdated long ago+ lots lots lots of pictures, I promise=)
-new yr
-vday
-holiday
many more=)

I promise

I promise, i'll blog about the new year+vday all at one go k?

well at least give me some time to finish those work on hands before i blog about those events which have past ultra long ago... i promise it will be a long post=)

does that do? haha now stop pestering me.