i'm feeling so stressed-out... everything seems so heavy on me. i dowanna cry myself to sleep every night. i feel unwanted, un-needed, i dun feel my importance to any single one of u out there. i feel like vanishing into the thin air. i'm tired. i wish i could get my heart to stop beating.
Every single one of u fucker told me that i should concentrate on my studies at this point of time. Do u have any idea how hard and stressful can that be? do u understand that i DO NOT want to BURY MY LIFE ESPECIALLY MY YOUTH TOTALLY IN STUDIES?
why cant every single one of u fuckers understand that I HAVE MY STRESS and i think that i have nobody to confide to, because i feel that nobody understands my situation. i dun think any of u knows my level of stress.
suddenly i felt that i hate every single one on the earth. i do not dare to love. i'm afraid of hurt emotions. i dowanna get hurt. and i started to have this kind of feeling where i nv felt before: NOTHING SEEMS TO BE AS IMPORTANT AS BEFORE. After i'm gone, the earth continue to spin, my loved ones continue to live and move on. i felt that i seems to have 'let go' every single aspects of my life.
do u know i'm weeping right now when i'm writing this?
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