Rj - Reflection Journal

i feel like, i want to do something for him, to ease his burden, his stress, to share the load that he's having right now. As a girlfriend of his, have I done my part? I dunno.

He kept saying I will do my part as a girlfriend by studying seriously, taking good care of myself and listens to him. He said that by doing these, I would not add on to his burden. But his burden is already heavy enough without my burden on him.
I feel heartaches whenever I see or hear him having headaches, not feeling well. I feel the pain.

I really want to do something. But what can I do for him? Whipping up a table's full of dishes, and then let him do the cleaning up? nope. Giving him all the materialistic stuffs? oh well, he has a job but not me.

He's always by my side, supporting me when I'm down, taking care of me when I'm sick, hoaxing me when I'm angry.

I want to provide him love when he's down, take care of him when he's sick, showing him my care and concern, but how do I go about that? How can I express it out?

Do you know that you are the reason of my life? I start to feel so only until recent. I feel that the reason why I'm breathing, why I'm eating and drinking, why I take such long journey to school every schooling day, its you my dear. It's YOU i swear.

I guess that's love and I finally found love.