Thursday, August 23

'misses' all i'll say



i miss him by my side
really i do
i do wished i could revert time
i miss the happy times
i miss the words and songs from him
i miss the goodnight kisses from him
i miss everything of his
i promise, i would treasure him if we still have the chance
greedy gut, would u give me de chance, give us de chance?
currently at my gf hse, half lying-sitting on her queen sized bed
tml they r 'party-ing' at my hse
lina, von, pat, stanley, DQ
its gonna be fun
n there'll be curry chicken
wish me good luck
i'm going to find him in an hrs time

help me up

i find it hard to smile
i'm faking it out
and every single time i fake out a smile,
my heart ache

y do i have to fake it out

i really have a feeling that this time might be real

i'm feeling helpless n alone
alone out there

n fuck this feeling i hate it
n i really mean that i hate it

Pray: i'll get normal classmates the next time

today is a bored day
although its de last day of sch

my leg hurts terribly
its all cramped inside
it just hurts terribly
FUCK

its hell to have mr wong in the team
its just like hell
his nonsense n nonsense n nonsense
r everywhere
n we just simply couldnt tolerate and understand his lame jokes

pls LORD, TAKE HIM AWAY

i feel disgusted
by his words, thinkings n actions

ok i better stop mentioning bout him before i vomit n die of dehydration

facts about singaporeans

got this from friendster n i really find it quite true


1. Nite - Sleep with air-con; Day -Bathe with heater on

2. Day - Cannot Wake up; Nite - Cannot Sleep

3. Translation is needed between Singaporean Chinese and Mainland Chinese

4. Smell Of rubbish besides letterboxes; Rubbish inside Letterbox

5. Spore Chinese use different languages other then Chinese to communicate.

6. Sporean never like to vote, but like to complain

7. There are quite a number of rich/poor in spore - They have Car,Credit Card, CPF but no Cash and is liable to lots of loans

8. There are quite a few high-tech barbaric singaporeans -they know how to use state-of-the art equipment, 3g mobile phone and powerful computers but they dunno how to use a simple dustbin or a toilet

9. Half Sporeans rushed to buy Hellokitty, but the other half busy killing stray cats

10. Chewing Gum - Can Chew, Cannotbuy?? (Restricted to buying)

11. Cigarettes - Convenient to buy;not convenient to smoke

12. Private Cars - Cheaper and Cheaper to buy, harder and harder to Maintain

13. Public Bus - Half the Crowd squeeze in front section of the Bus, Second section is for Carrying Ghost

14. Education - Teachers teaching Less but expects students to learn More

get a life; my life's getting too bored

its 3am now
cyndee hasnt been sleeping normally
and
i doubt i can sleep tonight
after a heartbreaking quarrel wif him, again
cried
n i dunno if we were to continue
he returned me my clothes at his home
i guess we might be at the verge of breaking up

had a long day
went to his hse at 10
continued sleeping till 2
went to wheelock, to settle his phones batteries
you know, nokia's doing something to a batch of batteries
that particular batch of batteries could actually explode, easily

made sure his batteries r working fine,
went to wisma atria for beef noodles
mummy said that it's much more delicious than bugis's

i would say that the noodles and beef are indeed better
but the soup base was not

then went over to pasir ris to meet leong n gang
to book chalet

was tired after a day,
went to his house
slept
ate
quarrelled

i left his house n felt like chatting wif someone
called pat
shockingly realised that
WE WERE LISTENING TO THE SAME SONG, AT THE SAME VERSE
wth

bought a packet of cigarettes
smoked 2 sticks n felt unwell
its been sometime since i last smoked, i turned a social smoker

tml's last day of semester
happy or sad
shall leave it to fate
but i really pray to God that
please do not give me those types of abnormal classmates again


bloody hell
this feeling in me now is really very unbearable
i hate it

Wednesday, August 22

wahaha

here's a funny one- the day i went dinner n movie with Pat, i said this countless times

Me: ' eh i want to take ur photo'
Pat: ' Why? dowan la'
Me: ' i wan to send it to ur parents'
Pat: 'WAT?!?! WHY?!?!'
Me: ' den i would tell ur parents this-' i have ur son in hand, i wan nothing much, 100 bucks will do', and ur parents would reply ' wat?!?! only 100 bucks??? i give you 100 million, help me get rid of him' HAHAHA'
Pat: '!!! wat the fish??? -.-"

its really very funny when u see Pat's expression

that's how bloody lame i can be

sometime, life's like this -we cant really help it

its my first post of this blog

this bloody piece of shit took me like 3-4 hours
i feel that i do sound like yvonne nowadays
cant help it

i know my blog's damn plain
but that's how i wan it
nobody shall comment on it =P

its 2:35am now n i'm coughing like mad, out of the sudden
n kellie's very disturbed by me

earlier on, it was damn bloody hell bored
n i could not help it by feeling bored
n so happened that Pat came to chat wif me on msn
thus i vented my boredness on him
"i'm feeling damn bloody bored ah"
for the WHOLE night or at least a few hours,
this sentence have been coming up

it was enterprise last lesson that day
everything went fine
n i got my A
i'm really very thankful to haliza,
although it seemed that the whole class doesnt prefer her
but she gave me all As!

after lesson,
went Pat's home to put his belongings
his house is bloody big
and his room's bloody messy
i must say that even through my room's messy, but not as much as his
he treated me a bottle of hooch,
found in his fridge

its really bloody cool when ur parents not wif u
its like
u can bring frens home whenever u like
or jus stay outside the whole bloody night
without a single call from ur family

it means total freedom
bloody cool pat

brought Pat to nihon mura n treated him dinner
y the bloody hell i treat him? why m i so good? u tell me...
cos that time we went MOS, he encouraged me a fair bit to approach bruno for his damn no.
not forgetting lina's too
afterwhich i regretted getting the damn number
i was hurt
by my own pinned hopes

so to repay this 'favour'
i treated him
n the whole meal costed like some 13 bucks, after using dear's voucher =)
we were utterly full
WOWS for the soft shell crabs- awesome
n i cant believe that we missed the strawberry oreo ice cream

went for 'secret' at AMK Cathy, our 2nd time watching the same movie
he paid
n bloody hell we got couple seats
we 'fought' during the movie
since we have already watched it once, its no surprise that we were playing during the movie and i hope that we werent making too much noise

met dear after movie at tpy
he was unwell, so we had supper before i went back

he's been saying that Pat's my part-time bf
ridiculous- i would say

i skipped sch again today- the last lesson for science
firstly first, i'm sleepy- i couldnt get myself up for sch, thus, forget it
secondly, i heard from alvin in my class that science's difficult
i wouldnt want to go to, contribute nothing but noise, n get myself a C
its a total waste of time

thus
i spent the whole day sleeping like a hog
woke up at 4
ate lunch
brought my dog for the implant of microchip
my heart ached when i saw him in agony although it only lasted for awhile
but he was fine afterwards- hey tt's my dog, good boy-
went marina parade for dinner with family
i must say that the bonding between them n me is bad, seriously bad
my sisters n i were using words to provoke each other
it can be fun sometimes
but its not when i'm at the losing end
damnit

tml's going to be a great day i hoped
skipping school (again) to dear's hse
den to downtown east to book chalet wif leong

n that idiotic leong called me lu hua in friendster again
wth