rainbow after the rain

WOOHOO rainbow after the rain=) We made it. And now I love him more than ever. =)

Anyway supposed to blog about dear's bday celebration, and not forgetting yvonne's bday.

But I have yet to receive photos from yvonne. (Another reason is me being lazy) LOL

Really alot alot of photos.

soon soon soon. weekend ok? =)

AND MAHJONG, I DI-HU-ED! EARNED MYSELF $30 JUST ONE ROUND. AND I PLAYED WITH PROFESSIONAL GAMBLERS WHO GAMBLED ALMOST EVERYDAY. =)

WAHAHAHAHAHA

i just cant stop laughing.

contradiction

I know that this post is supposed to be the post about his birthday, as promised.

But I really do not have the mood to blog about it now. I'm feeling really very very low.

Quarrel over trivial matter.

I do not know the reason of your distantness towards me.

You said you needed sometime to be alone.

Fine.

I can no longer cry, and yet I still could feel the ache in my heart.

The pain is very true.

I fear losing you, yet I know I can live off better without you.

I fear, very fear.

You knew that by throwing me into coldness, would hurt me, and yet you still chose to do so.

You knew that I needed a reason towards your behaviour, but you refused to answer me.

How much I yearn for a sense of security

I can lose you but I cant lose you.

For fear that I might miss out the love of my life.

suprises

I have rebonded my hair, plus a new spec to go with it.
And i kinda regretted, cos the new hairstyle doesnt suit me, and I'm having split ends. =(

Anyway, dear's bday is nearing, made him this picture as a bday card.

Oh my, I'm so proud of myself, 180++ pictures. =))) I'm sure he WILL like it. Well, he better do.

Plans
Bdaydinner- Swensens, he requested. Wanted to bring him to the one @ raffles place 69th floor, but he didnt want me to spend too much, besides I'm still saving money for LV

Before clock strike 12, will be with his friends, most probably drinking, at pub.

Actual Bday- Spore Flyer, provided that it doesnt rain.

Bday present - a zippo lighter my engravings, done by me, MYSELF.

Well, since he collects special lighters, so I was thinking why not I get him this?

The person was like, 'HUH, u want to play with $54? Are you sure? It's the first time I ever come across someone who want to do the engraving themself.'

special wat.

Ya, so I did it, pictures next time, sorry. Will most probably the next post, which will most likely a post about his bday.

Grades had been infested with Xs. =( like i said, skpping school has gradually becoming a habit of mine. Sick of it, I promised dear and myself to attend school!

SHIT, border line pass again.

come on

BEHOLD

for the new change.

FUNNY.

I don't know if I should be involved or not, but I find it ridiculous. Damn funny.

There's this person name it (S). Comment on my fren's fren's blog on the topic of lesbianism.

Here's what he wrote:
I do NOT “personally attack” you….i attack the insulting ‘choice’ you’ve made….the offensive “lifestyle” you are indulging in.“lesbianism” is a personal attack upon me…….upon all real men ! Upon nature and virtue !

And as you talk about making a bad choice….and facing the consequences…..while you all do this , make this bad choice……WE suffer the consequences…….males suffer the consequences……I suffer the consequences !

"lesbianism" , "homosexuality" , "racism" , "drug dealing" , "thievery"........any selfish , irresponsible behaviour is a choice , a choice based on...

“Give you the right to be wrong ” ?…who has the “right” to be wrong ?You are being wrong…and this “right” is making us suffer….and it is , most definitely , making for consequences for yourselves….and that is wrong.

And the list goes on.

Alright here I go:

First thing first, YOU ARE NOT GOD.

What makes you think u can comment on others' choice? Who are you? What right do you have to say who's right who's wrong?

You are not even their parents, so what right have you got to comment? I do not think its a nice thing to spam so furiously on someone's blog, commenting on their behaviour when you are not even related.

How has their 'rights' made you suffered? You should only say that when ALL the girls in the world turned lesbians, only then you suffer. Like what you said, racism, drug dealing etc is a choice, so what has it got to do with you? I do not see a link in your comments.

Please do not preach over here. I know that somehow you are very bothered by them, but whatever choices they made, IS THEIR choice and the consequences will only fall on themselves and the impact will only be on their family and themselves.

I suppose your concern would only be made valid when more than say, 50% of female population turn lebsians. Only then you worry, if not I do not see a problem over here in the situation NOW.

Yes, it might be a bad choice but that does not mean an excuse for you to comment on. Perhaps comment on your daughter instead (Provided you have one)

Choosing this path by their own will definitely means they are willing to bear the consequences, and you commenting that its a bad choice etc etc, showing damn disgusting concern as if their choices affected you, and my question is, 'IN WHAT WAY THEY AFFECTED YOU?'

And yes, you CAN show concern, but overly-concerned and interference to other's life should perhaps be a job of parents, NOT YOU.

AND EVEN IF YOU ARE GOD, GOD gave us choices to make in this period of time on Earth, and we definitely HAVE to pay for the things we have done. Ok, I ASSUME that you ARE GOD, I thought it is stated in the bible, that we do have choices? Since bible stated that we have the freedom, then why are you here commenting?

So, if you are not GOD, then why are you commenting when GOD's not commenting?

I do hope you do some reflection.