IT'S 4.29AM now as i'm typing this. Went to Geylang to see CHICKENS+supper which means super duper tired and yet I cant sleep now cos i need to wake up at 6am and I also know that I will not wake up on time if I choose to sleep now.
AHHH I'm supposed to use the weekend to study for UTs, but I ended up sleeping for 2 FULL DAYS=(
I feel like piercing my tongue and naval and tattoo my hip!
I know its very random.
Alright I don't know what to blog about now
Dear went for his superior's wedding dinner and I'm jealous cos' I'm not invited. =(
Yea that's all for the moment.
Monday, May 26
Sunday, May 18
touches my heart
Sichuan suffered a 7.8 great earthquake 6 days ago.
How serious is the 7.8 earthquake? Beijing, Taiwan, Hongkong, India, Nepal, Vietnam, Bangladesh and many other countries could feel the quake.
Caused great damages with almost the whole of Sichuan gone, leaving the entire place ruined, beyond salvage. The estimated damage inccurred is around US$20BILLION.
This deadly earthquake caused nearly 30,000 known deaths and estimated death toll could rise to 50,000.
Highways and many major entrances to the affected area were either damaged or blocked, this resulted in the late arrival of rescue troops.
Areas affected by the earthquake were mainly areas neglected and untouched by China's spectacular economic rise. That explains why the damage was this huge.
Many of which collapsed buildings are schools. Which means to say, many who were killed, are students of yours and my age, some even younger. According to news, a few class of kids in the kindergraden were having nap when the earthquake happened. Only a few of them made it out. They are only age between 3 to 5.
A teacher protect 4 students from the collapsing wall and died. Parent protected only child from falling wall and when the girl was being saved, she's already a orphan at the age of 3.
During this 6 days, 20 men from rescue troops reported injured and some deaths, after rescuing non stop for this few days.
Many parents lost their only child within a few minutes and similarly, many children became orphans within that few minutes.
Children survivors were saying that during the period of time when they were trapped, some of time were surround by dead bodies, which were their classmates and some saw their friends died in front of them.
How I wished I could go over. I cried when I saw the news. I've only been watching the news for this few days. This is currently my only concern. As I watch, as I sleep, as I eat, people there are trying very hard to keep themselves alive, waiting to be rescued, buried alive under tons of walls, people are trying very hard to search for survivors under the mess, people there are running out of food, water and equipments, doctors seeing survivor die in front of them due to the lack of medical equipments, nurses crying because they do not have enough medicines to help the survivors. You know, as I'm typing this, this is what they are facing over there.
Do they deserve this? No they do not. They did not pick their vegetables during their meal, they do not complain of school, they did not ask for the latest handphone model because some of them cant even afford to have one. They didnt get to choose where they would be born in, they didnt get to choose. They just do not deserve it.
Many are saying, none of my business, but let me ask u, dont you feel anything? Seeing so many deaths? Let me put it in this way, what will you feel if this happens in spore? (Even though very unlikly) Put yourself in others' shoes.
Children who survived lost their parents and saw their friends died in front of them, how are they going to grow properly with this kind of phobia, this kind of terror which would also remain in their heart? What would you do if you lost your parents unexpectedly? Alot of them are much more younger than us.
I will change my habit of picking food, I will change my habit of pickiness. Because people over there do not even have food, they are busy fleeing to a safer place.
The dam appeared to have suffered damages from the earthquake. I really do not which to see the dam bursting, because that will simply mean a higher death toll. Water will start coming in, flooding the whole of Sichuan. Unsaved people will not be saved then. I pray that it will not happen. Please Lord.
I do not want to include the pictures in, because I dont want to feel the heart ache.
Anyway this is my bitch.
Noticed? this is the past you. Look so different from now. LOL
Since you made me felt so touched, I shall make you feel that way too=P
This girl ah, sometimes, or I should say most of the time, damn bloody crazy one lo, fancy running off without returning the plates and cutleries everytime at w6 canteen. WTH.
I also dont know why is it that every school day must jio you go smoke or go eat one huh? I dont know leh. Why?
It seemed to have become a regular routine, so I can understand your feelings whenever I'm not around.
I dont know why I feel like changing some of your thinking, like your attitude towards your mother. I just feel so unright, maybe your thinking is still young and thats is why I want to influence you, to become a better person.
I also don't know why we can become bitch of bitches among all, maybe I have very little friends but I have alot of acquaintance.
It has always been like this since primary school to secondary school. I'm just not those kind who can have close friends whereby they will call me whenever they feel low or etc.
You can say that I'm bad at socializing. I dont mind. Its nothing to be ashamed of.
Yvonne Foo Yu Ling, you're the first one. I would hereby say that I will treasure this sistership. So, let me stay by your side ok?
Now go ahead and cry.
How serious is the 7.8 earthquake? Beijing, Taiwan, Hongkong, India, Nepal, Vietnam, Bangladesh and many other countries could feel the quake.
Caused great damages with almost the whole of Sichuan gone, leaving the entire place ruined, beyond salvage. The estimated damage inccurred is around US$20BILLION.
This deadly earthquake caused nearly 30,000 known deaths and estimated death toll could rise to 50,000.
Highways and many major entrances to the affected area were either damaged or blocked, this resulted in the late arrival of rescue troops.
Areas affected by the earthquake were mainly areas neglected and untouched by China's spectacular economic rise. That explains why the damage was this huge.
Many of which collapsed buildings are schools. Which means to say, many who were killed, are students of yours and my age, some even younger. According to news, a few class of kids in the kindergraden were having nap when the earthquake happened. Only a few of them made it out. They are only age between 3 to 5.
A teacher protect 4 students from the collapsing wall and died. Parent protected only child from falling wall and when the girl was being saved, she's already a orphan at the age of 3.
During this 6 days, 20 men from rescue troops reported injured and some deaths, after rescuing non stop for this few days.
Many parents lost their only child within a few minutes and similarly, many children became orphans within that few minutes.
Children survivors were saying that during the period of time when they were trapped, some of time were surround by dead bodies, which were their classmates and some saw their friends died in front of them.
How I wished I could go over. I cried when I saw the news. I've only been watching the news for this few days. This is currently my only concern. As I watch, as I sleep, as I eat, people there are trying very hard to keep themselves alive, waiting to be rescued, buried alive under tons of walls, people are trying very hard to search for survivors under the mess, people there are running out of food, water and equipments, doctors seeing survivor die in front of them due to the lack of medical equipments, nurses crying because they do not have enough medicines to help the survivors. You know, as I'm typing this, this is what they are facing over there.
Do they deserve this? No they do not. They did not pick their vegetables during their meal, they do not complain of school, they did not ask for the latest handphone model because some of them cant even afford to have one. They didnt get to choose where they would be born in, they didnt get to choose. They just do not deserve it.
Many are saying, none of my business, but let me ask u, dont you feel anything? Seeing so many deaths? Let me put it in this way, what will you feel if this happens in spore? (Even though very unlikly) Put yourself in others' shoes.
Children who survived lost their parents and saw their friends died in front of them, how are they going to grow properly with this kind of phobia, this kind of terror which would also remain in their heart? What would you do if you lost your parents unexpectedly? Alot of them are much more younger than us.
I will change my habit of picking food, I will change my habit of pickiness. Because people over there do not even have food, they are busy fleeing to a safer place.
The dam appeared to have suffered damages from the earthquake. I really do not which to see the dam bursting, because that will simply mean a higher death toll. Water will start coming in, flooding the whole of Sichuan. Unsaved people will not be saved then. I pray that it will not happen. Please Lord.
I do not want to include the pictures in, because I dont want to feel the heart ache.
Anyway this is my bitch.
Noticed? this is the past you. Look so different from now. LOL
Since you made me felt so touched, I shall make you feel that way too=P
This girl ah, sometimes, or I should say most of the time, damn bloody crazy one lo, fancy running off without returning the plates and cutleries everytime at w6 canteen. WTH.
I also dont know why is it that every school day must jio you go smoke or go eat one huh? I dont know leh. Why?
It seemed to have become a regular routine, so I can understand your feelings whenever I'm not around.
I dont know why I feel like changing some of your thinking, like your attitude towards your mother. I just feel so unright, maybe your thinking is still young and thats is why I want to influence you, to become a better person.
I also don't know why we can become bitch of bitches among all, maybe I have very little friends but I have alot of acquaintance.
It has always been like this since primary school to secondary school. I'm just not those kind who can have close friends whereby they will call me whenever they feel low or etc.
You can say that I'm bad at socializing. I dont mind. Its nothing to be ashamed of.
Yvonne Foo Yu Ling, you're the first one. I would hereby say that I will treasure this sistership. So, let me stay by your side ok?
Now go ahead and cry.
untitled mixture of life happiness and sadness
yeah yeah i know i've been lagging behind.
Yes, its LV
For my mum
For my aunt
hongbao to our dearest mummy from kellie n I
Basically that's all the good news.
And here comes the bad one.
Ice-skating on 6th Apr with dear n his room mate=)
I fell once and it hurts like hell after a few hours and the uncomfortableness lasted for 3 fucking days. I must say its very different from roller bladding. For ur info, i gg to blade in a few hours time =)
Aston with dear=) no photos taken with him. It was supposed to be a treat from me to celebrate his promotion. But ended up he paid LOL he forbids me to foot the bill
Food was not that great, I couldnt finish my sirloin steak, i felt too sick of it when finishing.
This was what I wore that day and I drove him crazy, cos it's this short=P
Went bowling wif him and his frens a few days later. I can bowl! I improved from 26 per game to 46! haha
dear's was 110=) well at least I showed improvement=)))
Class chalet- great catch up with them=))) lost 15bucks mahjong, wah sian1/2
Jastine's wedding dinner
I would say its the wedding dinner that I've best-dressed. And its the best wedding dinner tt I've ever been to. Sword of honour. ( Dear said we could also have something similar when er host our wedding dinner, he could ask his friends to hold sashimi knifes=.=)
my cousin's son
Yes, its LV
Then came Mother's day! it was a hectic one. Cos Elaine n I did not sleep at all. We were busy wrapping flowers for my mum from 2am all the way to 6am. Then we decided not to patronise the restaurant cos we believe that we will have to wait for a bloody long time for the dishes to be served. So we rather cook.
6am-
Went to wet market, began my nightmare. I lived in tampines for 8 years, and i've nv been to the wet market before. Ridiculous? lol.
Went to wet market, began my nightmare. I lived in tampines for 8 years, and i've nv been to the wet market before. Ridiculous? lol.
So we bought live crabs, fish, prawns, gong gong, vegetables, sea cucumbers, roasted pork, pig liver, chicken bones and scallops, oh, as well as roses, for my aunt. Spent $200. Of which I paid $50.
8.30am reached home and started on all the washings all the way till 12pm.
Then napped till 4pm, woke up and start cleaning the house.
5pm, continue to cook till 8pm.
For my mum
For my aunt
hongbao to our dearest mummy from kellie n I
Dinner time=) soory no pictures(wat a waste) cos i was too too too too tired. Sorry.
Great news. First time in my current 1 1/2 years in RP. I feel so proud.
Basically that's all the good news.
And here comes the bad one.
Stanley n I was caught for littering of cigarette butts by NEA.
So we were give A fine summon for both of us=( which means to say we will share and pay $100 each. I would rather use the money for the Sichuan Earthquake.
Alright that's all. I would want to forget the $100, if not my heart will ache more.
Friday, May 2
Rj - Reflection Journal
i feel like, i want to do something for him, to ease his burden, his stress, to share the load that he's having right now. As a girlfriend of his, have I done my part? I dunno.
He kept saying I will do my part as a girlfriend by studying seriously, taking good care of myself and listens to him. He said that by doing these, I would not add on to his burden. But his burden is already heavy enough without my burden on him.
I feel heartaches whenever I see or hear him having headaches, not feeling well. I feel the pain.
I really want to do something. But what can I do for him? Whipping up a table's full of dishes, and then let him do the cleaning up? nope. Giving him all the materialistic stuffs? oh well, he has a job but not me.
He's always by my side, supporting me when I'm down, taking care of me when I'm sick, hoaxing me when I'm angry.
I want to provide him love when he's down, take care of him when he's sick, showing him my care and concern, but how do I go about that? How can I express it out?
Do you know that you are the reason of my life? I start to feel so only until recent. I feel that the reason why I'm breathing, why I'm eating and drinking, why I take such long journey to school every schooling day, its you my dear. It's YOU i swear.
I guess that's love and I finally found love.
He kept saying I will do my part as a girlfriend by studying seriously, taking good care of myself and listens to him. He said that by doing these, I would not add on to his burden. But his burden is already heavy enough without my burden on him.
I feel heartaches whenever I see or hear him having headaches, not feeling well. I feel the pain.
I really want to do something. But what can I do for him? Whipping up a table's full of dishes, and then let him do the cleaning up? nope. Giving him all the materialistic stuffs? oh well, he has a job but not me.
He's always by my side, supporting me when I'm down, taking care of me when I'm sick, hoaxing me when I'm angry.
I want to provide him love when he's down, take care of him when he's sick, showing him my care and concern, but how do I go about that? How can I express it out?
Do you know that you are the reason of my life? I start to feel so only until recent. I feel that the reason why I'm breathing, why I'm eating and drinking, why I take such long journey to school every schooling day, its you my dear. It's YOU i swear.
I guess that's love and I finally found love.
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