the season of love

WOOT! I'VE GOT TONS TO BLOG!!!

ok where did i stop the last time? ya about the disgusting thing that my captain brought back to singapore:

THIS IS IT!!! FRIED BAMBOO WORMS!!!

They are delicious mind you!

ok so i went out with jeff the other day and i brought him to nihon mura revenue hse. oh ya! btw i had a cut, in fact 2. I was slicing the lemons and SHHHH blood oozing out from my first and middle finger and they are quite deeply cutted.

sob sob it was fine initially until after a minute or so, it started to pain like shyt. anyway dear was so panick that he even wanted to come over and find me! hahas its just a small cut(s) but it shows that he's very concern over me. he kept calling my phone.

ya continue, so i brought jeff to nihon mura, and we had a drink and some soft shell crabs. then dear suddenly popped up my fav mango sensation onto my table and he said: 'enjoy ur desserts'

WOW complimentary desserts served personally by the chef himself! tell me, who would get this kind of excellent service? of course its only applicable to me=) LOVESLOVES

then after the lunch-cum-dinner, we went over to far east to shop. I shopped a total of 2 tops for myself (appro. $20), 2 tops for dear (appro.$66), 2 belts, 1 necklace (appro. $10). wow

alot of cam-whore that day

lotslotslots

then i met up with my piggie and passed him the shirts and i swear that its the nicest shirts that he ever owned

SEE?

NICE RIGHT???

dearie and I went to shop at orchard and I've got my christmas present from him! a ipod classic leather case, to protect my precious ipod. we got it from ck tangs hehe

hehe nicenice can flip open one somemore i like i like=) muacks

then we went over to kallang nihon mura to have dinner and used the $50 voucher. and i cant believe that i ate some $58 worth of food. i guess i really need more gyming. and i guess that i'm hooked to gyms. HAHA

there was a little unhappiness that night but we got it all solved. btw that was our 10th month anniversary night=) no matter wat i still love you my baby.

i'm hooked to fake eyelashes, really. i love'em

we went to orchard the other day to take photos too=) nicenice

you know, he detest taking photos alot alot. but i still manage to get him to take it with me HEHE

hug hug=)

i'm so blessed, to have him=) and i gave him the christmas present that i got for him, he loved it. cos we can both use it HAHAS massage oil+warmer+massager( which is me=])

we wanted to catch the movie national treasure but the timings and the seats werent right, so i guess i'll have to wait till next week. and i'm going to stay over at his house next week!!! YEAH!!!

soon enough i'm going to get myself busy with the hands-on of the valentines/1yr anni. prezzie for him=) real busy.

i've stolen my dad's red wine and i'm going to enjoy it!

that's all for now!

hehs

je-taime

i missed school on fri and it officially marks the start of the school holidays!

well, ive been pretty sick recently, fevers, coughs, flus oh my... and not forgetting popping lots of different types of pills plus up till 9 panadol tablets within a day='(

BUT im much better today althou there's still a lil flu and coughs here n there
and i can sense that my boss like quite unhappy with me cos i'm always sick and not being able to work but well, who wants to be sick and suffer all the pills and torturing times and missing out all the good food [but im pretty blessed to have porridge that dear cooked, yummyyumylovesloves] ??? anytway its really not good to be sick, no icy cold drinks for me too=(

sad=(=(

jeff was staying at my house the other night and i accompanied him till 5am, oh my, im such a good long time fren. i think i know him from like 6yrs old? missed those chalet days when we'll have family chalets for every school holiday. and he overwhelms me with his french words.
damnit when he say those words, he sound really like a french but when i said the same words, i sound like some thailand or indian

and and and my captain at my workplace just came back from thailand not too long ago and he brought something very disgusting back

hmmm. photos the next time, i shall keep you in suspense in the mean time wakaka

you know, ive lost my specs again! its like, ive only bought it for like a month or two? omg, i'm going to spend another 100 bucks on it ARGH

i really feel that my body is very tired, its like im going to reach the limit of the overall body energy expenditure. i feel like i'll just faint one fine day and might just never wake up.
ive not been getting enough sleep and all. and this suggest that i should go sleep now
heh

pig, je-taime. (v)

i'm trying very hard to lose weight

DUN TEMPT ME!!!

it must be love

i've nv been so much happier before
it must be ur presence in my life
you brought to me so much happiness

and of course the times when i cried so hard and heart-broken moments were not forgotten
and nights without u by my side r terrible
but i guess these must be the times for our relationship to grow much stronger than before

all the times we spent together, the words that's only shared between u and me,
things that only both of us understands and the funny faces u made just to tease me,
the washings you did after i cooked even if its your bday,
the clothes you helped me wash after i came back from chalet outings,
the surprises that you tried to plan for me but failed,
sacrificing your sleep just to meet me,
cooking for me when i'm terribly sick even though u really dun like to cook apart from ur work,
giving me the surprise hugs from behind and never fail to scare me with,
and many others more that touches me, that melts me

and you know i always melt at your hugs and kisses

although sometimes u left me heart-broken, angry!!!, speechless

but but but

i know the efforts that you putted in this relationship
i knowed you changed your pace
and tried very hard to understand me despite the differences
i know you worked very hard to give me a better and promising future
the promises you made
i appreciate that alot dear

and

i just realised that having a meal, what matter most is not the food or the venue of the meal but its the person that u r having it with.

i must thank god for presenting you to me
such a great boyfriend
and the process of us from the start till this very moment is so much wonderful


i know i've been truly blessed to have you
all the words that u've said be it harsh words or unintended words
all remains in my mind
for every moment

my mind has been filled with thoughts of you, our future and times with you
its all about you my dear

u are the first person who made me feel like spending a whole life time with.
i really mean a whole life time

the first one that i'll really give in
it's really give in

i guess i finally found love

life's like that

AWWW ARGHH AWWW ARGHH

the worries ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

1st worry: studies
module selection

OMG! which specialisation shall i choose?!?!?!
wat do i want to be in the future?
will i still have the passion in the future?

2nd worry: christmassssssssssss

i don know wat i wan and dear's been asking me very very frequently,
"dear, wat do u wan for chiristmas? i totally don know wat u wan..." -.-

THEN THEN THEN

wat m i going to get for dear?

wallet?[he just bought one not so long ago but i feel like getting a matching one with mine. but mine is gucci AND AND AND i just saw a gucci bag that's going to cost me around 1K]
clothes?[i ald got him one a few days ago, so its like nth special.]
red wine?[he suddenly not into red wine anymore]
bag?[nah i don think so cos he's not like me=)]
watch?[he ald got one]
jigsaw puzzle?[oh my.... pls. he's ald 25 and i dun think tt's a nice one]
mahjong set?[hahas i believe its more for his roommate and room neighbour]
set of sashimi knife?[hahaha it just make me want to laugh but still, not too bad. try harder]
wine tool kit?[maybe HAHAS sounds not too bad afterall but i still want to find something for him which he can use and see it everyday, so he will be constantly reminded of me =P]
personal products?[HAHAHAHAHAHAHA good one]

ARGH its giving me headaches AGAIN!

WAT TO BUY??

i want to get him something that's useful, constantly let him be reminded of his darling, something that he likes[but he usually have no preferences], and meaningful.

how?

argh. after christmas comes valentine's day then his bday then christmas again. it just goes on and on and on.