Thursday, September 20

eventful day

what an eventful day today
like i said,
life isnt going to be this good; always


after sch went dhoby ghaut with wei xiang, my new classmate

the beancurd was nice! after all its good to have something cold on a damn hot day
especially after a 15 mins walk

then we proceed to bugis to have my favourite
beef noodles

WAHAHA

when lasalle suddenly appeared before us
lol
de building is damn nice
but the campus is damn small

lolz

did not went sch on wed
skipped
7th month anniversary
i want to spend it with him
cos i'm afraid that there'll be no next time

Tuesday, September 18

it left me wild awake

Photos - the previous post





i'm so glad that my laptop worked

i dropped it on the floor
and the 'BANG'
left me fresh and awake
and damn bloody hell worried

Monday, September 17

good things come to end; always

PHOA
my class damn cool
quite a number of smokers
n the guys aint that quiet
hahas
the guys are cute!

i should be sleeping at home
but i'm actually sitting
here in a new class
in school
wtf

i think i'll like my class
i suppose
HAHAS

going back track

15.09.07

went clubbing with pat
phuture+zouk

phuture's not bad
but the music they played
is abit... erm....

they do have nice songs

but

they played songs like
'you're beautiful...'
bloody hell, u tell me,
how to club with this type of songs???

so pat n i ended up
looking like drunkards
we were swaying our body
like some stupid shit

n he went knocking the wall
continuously
FUCK

my feel got blisters again
becos of my 'chanel shoe'
n i wonder how m i going to ever wear that pair again...
tell me....

aint going to club that often
maybe once a month
i feel that i'm going old
when i'm only 16 going 17

alright photos the next post

n that patrick fuckingly joked with me again
with the same joke
-,-

Saturday, September 15

thinking twice

i'm thinking of either

changing a part time job
or holding 2 at the same time

i'm thinking of going back nihon mura too

but i'm having doubts

OH God pls help me

Friday, September 14

lots of misses and everything


I'M BACK

from tpy
LOL

basically this 3 days is about
sleeping
watching movie/tv
eating

that's it
n sleeping took more than 70% of the time
n i hasnt been sleeping well
=(

we caught 881
not bad
but i still want to watch Ratatouille!
Lol

when the earthquake happened in spore,
we were in the cinema watching movie
we missed the earthquake!

you know, i've nv experienced earthquake before
wat a waste!

i miss onlining!
i miss my laptop!
hahas

New star: Chino




2 months old, 1.6kg
u can simply lift him up with a hand
but he's naughty
he bites!


n i know he loves my short
cus he cant stop bitting it


LOL





BUT I STILL PREFER MIKA THAN HIM
JONATHAN IS STILL MY BEST

Sunday, September 9

you're getting on my nerves

I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE
i've nv met anyone as irritating

the guy who i just got to know from wei leong's workplace, which is also my ex-workplace, is really getting on my nerves

B- him
C- me

the long long long story here it goes:
( i've edited his grammer, to enhance reading, but the meanings' still the same)

MSN
B: i'm very drunk
B: miss you
C: huh?
B: i'm not drunk
C: do u know wat u r talking about?
B: miss fren cannot meh?
C: oh, ok then

B: can i have ur number? so that i can invite you out the next time
C: u can always invite me through msn
B: we're friends mah...
[p.s. i jus saw him a few times, he added me in friendster, n asked for my email, thus i gave him my msn add]

C: wah i damn high
C: my results r out, n they are good, even through i skipped so many lessons
B: isit? buy u present, promise
B: but dont bully me hor
C: y u buy my present?

Then he got angry, over the stuffs between my boyfriend n i
seriously it has got nothing to do with him
[content not suitable for disclosure]

B: i used to be very bad, but i've changed alot
C: so?

B: i always fail in relationships
B: always hurt and cheated by girls, to me now, girls r just liars
C: hey, not all girls are the same
B: *talks about his past relationship*
C: * ya ya yahs*

His ex left him because of misunderstandings
he told me he spent around 2000 for her etc etc
i wonder if its true

B: now i cant sleep and i cant eat becos i quarrelled with a fren (girl)
B: she's petty
C: oh ok
B: what's girls thinking???
C: different girl thinks differently, because they have different characters
C: so u cannot say that the rest of the girls are liars after you've met 1 or 2 girl like this
C: and so, u will have to try to know a from the start
C: whenever you meet new ones and this applies to guys too

B: I AM FUGLY
C: no la, u look ok
C: normally, i do not look at the outer of a person, i look at the inner side

then he tells me that he's not afraid of death,
i think he's drunk
cos he sort of wants to fight with my bf
and also said that at most he'll die

and after much encouragments from me:

B: the first time i see you,
B: i really find you pretty and charming
C: -,- thanks anyway
B: dont tell the others, i'm shy
C: hahs, if i get drunk one day, maybe i'll tell him. i dunno

B: angel
C: wat angel?
B: you
C: i'm a devil
B: i love devil and wild
C: -,-

B: when's ur birthday?
C: 23rd Oct
B: oh, my friend's 25th
C: oh, ok lo, i also dunno ur fren -,-
B: he's going to open a 888 dollars chivas
B: i want to invite you
C: erm... but i dunno if i'm going to work on that day or not... we shall see
B: give me face la... i'm going to buy him a 300 dollars present
C: i cannot confirm with you now
B: we go drink on birthday too?
C: i might be holding a small meetout in zouk or something like that
C: invite a few frens to celebrate
B: inviting me?
C: sure, shouldnt be a problem

B: my fren's birthday, i just wan to make him happy
B: i bring you go
B: i wan to prove to my friend, that i can bring pretty girl come
C: see how la... i dunno

B: i envy your bf
C: oh isit?

B: muaks
C: muaks???

C: i wan to sleep le, i cant tolerate it anymore
B: can i have your number?

since he's been asking for many times, i gave
the msn conversation ended at 5:18am

and he called me almost immediately after i offlined

basically he just told me about his past as a 'gangster' in sarawak
watever shit and i wasnt listening either, i was too tired
he said he was stress and i told him i'm tired and sleepy

he made me chatted with him till 6, until his prepaid got no more money
and when the conversation was cutted off, he attempted to call again
but insufficient fund
LOL

i was tortured till 6am

3pm
went to the restuarant, as i'm supposed to meet my gf, hq, for buffet

after his work, he asked me to join him in pub with his friends

I TOLD HIM, ' DUNNO SEE HOW'

n he told his fren, that i'm going [fuck la]

then he tried very hard to persuade me into going:
messages he sent me:

B: i've already told my friend, if you dun go, he will say that i'm a liar and only knows how to boost

C: sorry i'm not going besides i dun feel like going too

B: my fren called me, he said he treat, we do not have to pay at all

C: its not the matter of money, i really dun feel like going

B: they are very friendly one. one of them even bringing his gf along, u can bring your fren along too

C: but not all of my friends are those type who will go pub and drink, most of my frens' not free anyway

B: i invite you, you never give face, i no mood liao
B: dont let me disappoint k?

C: i already told you, i dun feel like going and i'm not going

B: do you treat me as a friend? you can bring along another friend if you wan. we just wan to make more friend... now i need to pay him a bottle becos he say i lied to him and broke the promise

C: its not my business wat. i've never told you that i'm going.

B: i didnt say its your fault, but i hope you understand that we just wan to have fun, relax, and enjoy

C: of cos not my fault wat. i never said i wanted to go

B: i just feel very disappointed and sad. from the start you didnt want to go, and u didnt trust me, how to be friends when you dont trust me?

C: trust is something which you need to build between us, u cannot expect me to trust you right from the start

B: i'm a bad guy and wolf, dont trust me...

C: sigh... okok, i trust you i trust you ok?

i felt that i really had enough of his nonsense

then he called me, and his fren spoke
' erm, i'm his fren, are you coming?'
' i've already told him, i'm not coming down FOR SURE'

B answered, and started asking me wat m i doing etc etc...
i told him i'm sleeping and he said he heard someone beside me

WTF, someone beside me, not ur business k? WHO ARE YOU, SIR?

M I THAT STUPID TO GO DRINK WITH YOU AFTER KNOWING YOU FOR LIKE ONLY A FEW HOURS??? AM I THAT STUPID?

then he realised i'm angry

sent me countless of disgusting apologise messages

n he floods me in msn too

'friend i really dono how to face u.............i duno what i did wrong...'

'cyndee...please forgieve me..can ma?dont say irritated le can...all my fault..everybody will wrong...yes i am wrong...can u forgieve me?'

etc etc

he said he's in wrong but he dunno in which way he's wrong

not getting any replies from me, he turned to my frens, wl and hq

FUCKER, MY HANDPHONE INBOX IS FLOODED BY YOUR DISGUSTING MESSAGES

now i really feel like changing my hp number
i really feel like doing so


hey if u r reading this, THIS IS FOR YOU
WAKE UP LA, YOU R ALREADY 23 YEARS OLD LIAO...
FRIENDS IS NOT EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE OK?
YOU THOUGHT EVERYONE THINKS THE SAME AS YOU AH?
WE GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO OK?
I REJECTED YOUR INVITATION SO WAT?
NO BIG DEAL OK?

YOU INVITE, I MUST GO AH?
NO FRIENDS WILL DIE ISIT?

WE JUST KNOW EACH OTHER FOR LIKE A FEW DAYS, WE ARE NOT GOOD-FRIENDS-
YOU BETTER GET THE FACTS RIGHT

suit me no more


I realised pink suits me no more
they dont look nice on me


and that pair of wedges i bought
suits me no more too
although it looked very nice on me

The blisters i got from the wedges
bloody painful
and thats de biggest blister i've ever got


Star of the day:

This is Wei Leong's new found love, Mika
this bitch is obedient
much more than Jonathan
$450 is too cheap for a pure 6 months old
the only flaw is that her size too big
7kg n i had a hard time carrying her around
fucking heavy

we walked the dogs for like some 3 hours
Jonathan was so tired
and so does Mika
All's tired

Wei Leong, remember to walk ur dog EVERYDAY

Holiday's too bored
sleeping at 5,6 or even 7.30am
basically sleeping, eating, watching tv, surfing net, chatting online, reading philosophy books in CHINESE- i have a hard time reading them, especially those chim characters which i've nv seen in 17 yrs of life

Then,
We found out that we got nothing better to do in the night and thus we did these.



i asked Pat if he missed home n i drew him a map home



our ex-class mate

Then he said he was hungry n missed my mum's curry chicken


Time when we did these lame stuffs : 5plus in the morning

Thursday, September 6

is life always going to be this good?

PHOA, damn high i tell u

this 2 days involving money very much

4th sep
shopped the whole day off with my girlfren

went PS, bugis, far east

WHOA VICTORIES:
3 TOPS
2 DRESSES
3 BOTTOMS
1 BAG
1 WEDGE

TOTAL: $250

WTH?!?!

luckily i do have a loving dad who sponsored me $150 for my expenses

so, i only spent 100 of my own money

the pair of wedge, caused bloody big blisters at my feet
i forgot to lotion it

my fault =(

5th sep
basically spent sleeping at dear's house

went AMK for dinner

1ST HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:

DEAR FOUND MONEY SOMEWHERE NEAR HIS HOUSE

HE GAVE ME A 100
WHICH IS LIKE 40% OF WAT HE FOUND
=)

n i used it to pay off my debts, yea i own my mum money

DAMN LUCKY
DAMN SHIOK OK?

den watched rush hour 2 with dear, completed with a bowl of curry instant noodles
n tibits of course

dear commented that i'm getting fatter
n i agreed with it =(

2ND HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
semester's results out!

3.5 for all my modules
n needless to say GPA, 3.5

damn high la

reason for being high:
after i skipped so so so so many lessons for each module
i still managed to get B+, 3.5 for each module

WAHAHA

can i say i'm half a genius?
hahas

Tuesday, September 4

Tell me why? u tell me why?

ALL HAVE FLAWS

who doesnt?

why isit that most people,
makes big deals
when they so happened to see
flaw(s) in a woman, (or girl)?

example, BEING FAT, being short etc etc

TELL ME
TELL ME WHY?

its not pretty much of a big deal

i mean, what's the big deal?
u dun have flaw(s) meh?


DO TELL ME, IF U REALLY DO NOT HAVE FLAWS

Nobody is perfect
and for godness sake, DUN tell me u're nobody

and of course,
if someone do point out about ur flaws,
n suggest that you should change for UR OWN SAKE

u jolly well do it
n of course, it must make sense to YOU before u decide to change for the better
dun follow blindly like a sheep
n take watever shit
that is given to you

cos u will probably land yourself in deep shit


TELL ME WHY
TELL ME WHY IT IS SO BORED?

i'm rotting bit by bit at home
basically i'm doing nothing by sleeping and surfing at home
not forgetting eating as well

but i'm going shopping wif von tml
PS n BUGIS
gonna be another day of great damages
to my pocket

i realised
i'll be in great debts if i buy that gucci wallet
so i conclude
i'll not be getting it
anyways

wednesday will be spent with my dearest
i cant wait for wednesdays!!!

next week's wednesday will be spent wif him as well
i'll be staying over night at his house

its been some time since i last did that

Monday, September 3

i love you

i'm fine

really i'm fine

we will be fine

at least i believed so