Monday, March 31

just some rantings here and there=P

I've just gotten myself a BEAUTY, LG KU990 VIEWTY=) after realising the fact that my beloved SAMSUNG 13.5ULTRA EDITION Z720 indeed have problems after using it for some 10months. (THANKS DEAR for the new phone, lovelove)

the fact that i'm going to stay over at his house for 2 nights this coming weekend makes my heart pumps slightly a lil faster than usual but at the same time, i'm also reminded that school's going to start soon and esp when its going to start at 8.30AM. now that's something that i dont really look forward to =(

And also the fact that he MIGHT be bringing me back to his hometown in M'sia for a week, makes me feel so... so... so... FORWARD-LOOKING=)))

(yea, only if he does, he's rumbling about me being below 18, being very worried should anything happen to me when we're at M'sia, wait till i'm 18 etc etc etc)

he seems unwilling doesnt he? well, we shall see. and he better do bring me along, if not i'll be real angry with him.

actually its the fact that i couldnt bear not to see him for a week, i'll be having serious lovesick! and it had alwas been my wish for him to bring me back to see his family=))) AND AND AND i want to make sure he doesnt fool around even though i know that he WONT=) HAHA

alright that's all for now, i've met him in 2 consecutive days and it seems like i've lack of sleep and my digestive system aint doing very well =( and i'm waiting for him to get his pay before i can shop again, i want to get new clothes for the new term! haha

Thursday, March 13

rantings+complains

GOSH GOSH GOSH, i think i have successfully revert my sleeping time back, and i cant believe that i'm awake almost every morning at this time, 8AM! its been sooooooooooo loooong since i last woke up automatically at this time. It's good i guess=)

but i've been tortured! by first- Elaine. being dragged to her workplace, force sat at the desk to do work, researching stuffs bout our company ARGH! wah piang eh, the toilet so far, want shit also difficult, dou have water cooler some more! want refill water bottle also difficult! SOMEMORE NEED TO WALK SO FAR FOR FOOD! KNN!

anyway, it is proven effective cause i really get work done=) and we're one more step closer right now.

second- my pig(BF). forced to do translations for his documents. actually not forced la, but i also have no choice, can say no meh? then those bloody documents made me sat there for like some fucking 5-7 hours like that and i handwrote them. he's supposed to get my handwrote version and copy another set of it, then that bloody asshole suggested i should type it out and print it out, all manually. ARGH!!!!!! see? since you want me to type it out, ask me to bring my laptop along in the first place la, see, now extra efforts needs to be put in. Waste of my time and effort only. Ok, i better not let him see this. if not.... zzz

just quarrelled with him 2 days ago, over some trival things, but then heng ah, nothing bad happened, instead, he said things he never said before, which made me feel, feel very warmth, secure, happy etc etc. the moment i heard those words coming out of his mouth, i was like, stoned? i never least expected that those words, would come from him.

anyway, i slept at 5am and now i woke up at 8am, i'm going back to sleep again=)

Wednesday, March 5

ROARRRRRRRRR

its 7.30 in the morning and i just simply couldnt fall asleep. maybe i'm too excited to see him in another 24 hours time -,- i miss him dearly, havent seen him for like some 5 days.

i've downloaded 40 epsiodes of NARUTO at one go, for the pig-that-i-missed-so-much. lucky bastard.

AWWW i hate it when my appetite goes hay-wired. i've been having this a-meal-a-day thing for a whole damn week and i manage to maintain my 50.5 kg. now here i am to binge. OH MY FUCKING GOD

ok, hay-wired sleeping times, hay-wired appetite, what's next?

Monday, March 3

Time;timeless

I just realise i got no time for myself. I'm flooding myself with lotsa SHITs. I'm going to give Kellie tuition for 5 subjects, 5SUBJECTS. Chemistry, Biology( i did not take in sec sch, but i'm gonna give it a try), History, Social Studies and lastly English. Omy, am i clever=)

From the tuition, i need to prepare her notes, mindmaps questions and I AM going to read up all the textbooks AGAIN becos its been more than a year since i last touched them.

Then, I have to come up with designs for my online-business's website, T-shirts OMG.

I'm really very busy.

its 2.10am now and i'm still preparing kellie's history notes=(

Can i have 48 hours?